Emotional Problems

I don't know how my private diary popped up on this blog for one day..... how embarrassing.... fortunately, there's no names in there.

It's funny when i see that post cuz i don't feel that way any more. I haven't post for a long time, so i guess i'll just write something about this.

I was dealing with emotional problems for the last few weeks. Everyone has this "emotional problem". Do not deny! I have it too. Emotional problems don't have to be like "i like him", "i love her", etc. It could just be like i-care-about-him-more-than-most-guys, even though you might not "like" him. If you have this feeling, you MUST deal with it for your own sake! It feels super awesome when you are free from it. Seriously.

I would say that the process is NOT easy at all. You must be DETERMINED. That's the whole point - BE DETERMINED. After i made my decision, i warfared against it a lot. How? Whenever think of him, i simply decide that i'm not going to continue doing so. I just start praying to God to help me, and focus my eyes on Jesus. Basically, this is what i can think of right now. Maybe i'll post more details about dealing this in the future.

Anyways, the strategy that i wrote looks so lame, but it's not. Did you know that God hears every prayer if you mean it? Your prayer could be simple, but sincere. Your prayers must be sincere and determined. Not like "God, i wish i won't think of him/her anymore. help me God." in a pity attitude. Be like, "GOD, I DON'T WANT TO AND I WON'T THINK ABOUT HIM/HER ANYMORE! so help me. Let my eyes be only on you." Be aggresive!

I remembered one time, i prayed about it for around 15 minutes when i couldn't concentrate. The next day when i was in the same situation, i wasn't bothered by the emotional thoughts i had yesterday. i was so excited cuz i'm improving! And little by little, i got set free more and more. until now, i'm starting to taste the sweetness of being free.

Never say that you tried it before but it never worked for you. It's not a one-time issue, you have to constantly deal with it. If i can do it, then anyone can do it. Might take weeks or months to completely overcome it, but the prize is big once you fight the good fight.